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27 June 2009 @ 10:28 am
staring at a blank wall. no wait, those are just my thoughts. . .  
i dislike having my emotions and feelings impressed upon me. we're both guilty of making assumptions, i will admit, but i'm confused and unsure as to how to make things better. smiling, perhaps? i do enjoy my time here - I DO I DO I DO! i wish to scream that from the very top of my lungs.

i just miss being home.

maybe i wasn't as ready for the unfamiliarities around me like i thought i was. but... i will admit, however, that i did enjoy myself. fully; just as certain as oxygen would enter my lungs and leave it.

seek not for happiness but for contentment. and i am, indeed, very, very content.